..not so. When I first signed up for this, I wasn't expecting for soft cotton candies, cute kitties with fur as fluffy as the soft cotton candies or everything else in between. I knew 2013 was going to be a tough year. and it happened. It was not about the enjoyable rides to becoming a decent soon-to-be grown-up, it revolved around the struggle of trying to find my true self, too. I later figured out that it wasn't what you were fond of described you best, it was what you loathed the most. I learned that nothing lasted forever, too, no matter how much you wished it would. I met new people and had been left by some old ones as well. Of course, I was taken aback by the latter back then but little did I know that you had to actually lose something you had for something better. Funny how men had created the word 'forever', fearing their own uncertainty of last-ness, because by the time you'd muttered out the last syllable, it ceased to be something that was
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